Just when things look up, suddenly shit starts falling in your face. Sorry I am a bit pessimistic these days, Thought I had worked enough for unemployment, and apparently I didn’t. The hubby was supposed to go back to work after being out injured all summer. That lasted 3 days before his knee went totally kaput. Now they are talking knee replacement. He won’t be able to do his job. He’s a mechanic, and he won’t be able to do all the standing and bending if they replace it. So while we are waiting to see what they want to do, he’s trying to decide what he wants as a career. I don’t know how this is going to work. He’s always been a mechanic. It’s all he knows. He grew up in a garage. Spent his whole life in one. Now they are saying that he probably won’t be able to do it anymore. It’s driving me nuts. I can’t do anything to make him feel better no matter what. I don’t like that feeling.
The biggest problem is income. He isn’t able to do anything. He can barely make it to the bathroom alone. He can’t walk more than a few steps. That being said, that means that I can’t go to work either. He can’t be left to fend for himself, because he just can’t. I am at a total loss as to what to do. I guess it’ll figure itself out soon enough. Of course by that time I could be living in a cardboard box, but hey…..shit happens right???
If you read this, I apologize. The total rambling probably got to you. But this is my train of thought these days. I can’t even decipher it anymore.
Have a wonderful whatever