I have a blogroll in the corner as you can see. They are all witty, intelligent, thought provoking, and funny mom blogs. I read them everyday, and wouldn’t give them up.
My issue is envy. They are popular, funny, charming. All things that I aspire to be. I’m not jealous in the sense that “I wish I were them” or “I want their lives, mine sucks” way. It’s in that “I wish i were that funny, witty, etc” way. I try, but somehow, no matter how funny it seems in my head, it always falls flat. Maybe I’ll grasp it in time. Somehow I doubt it. I really didn’t start this to be popular or anything. I started it for me and a few friends. But for some reason, I do envy them. They have that awesomeness that I lack. But such is life, and this too shall pass.
I’m off to read the greatness that they are.