I know its been awhile since I’ve been here but I’ve been doing a lot of thinking. Been feeling kind of sad and nostalgic lately. I just wish that some things have never changed. But I know that things will never be the same and it breaks my heart. At times my heart feels like it’s breaking all over again. I love my husband more than anything and we know we got back to even better. But sometimes I wish things were almost back to the way they were. But not really. It’s kind of hard to explain because I’m not sure I really understand it myself. Oh well. Now to get back to the real world and get my schooling back on track. I guess that’s all for now but I’ll leave you with a pic of my munchkin in the er..