Category Archives: hope

Hello and Happy New Year!!!!

I hope that you all have gotten off to  a wonderful start. I, on the other hand, haven’t but I am dealing with it. Seems my brother in law, who had gotten my husband a job, is a heroin junkie. … Continue reading

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I applied for a job today

And I took a college placement test yesterday. Can’t wait to find put about either. Not really gung ho about the job but at least I know it and can handle it. I’m excited about college tho. I’m going to … Continue reading

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Thoughts, revelations and a bit of insight

I’ve been a bit busy since the last time I wrote. Trying to pick up the pieces and put my marriage back together. Its been a rough road, I’m not going to lie about it. But it has been a … Continue reading

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Well, I’ll be

This place is still standing. I haven’t meant to ignore this here. Things have been kinda blah….not boring, but not yay. Tho, I have had some great times as of late. Took the whole family to NY for a mini … Continue reading

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Every have good news

and couldn’t share it yet????? I am so bursting at the seams and I want to tell but I can’t yet!!!!! As soon as I can, I will fill you in but til then, pray that I don’t explode!!! Please! … Continue reading

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Hey

Here I am once again. Not in a nice place either. It’s that dark all consuming place that scares the living shit out of me. Things are kinda crappy. Huz is outta work. He messed up his knee pretty bad … Continue reading

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Anniversaries

There are all kinds. Happy, sad and other wise. Today is a very special anniversary. It’s for Violence Unsilenced. Maggie has done a wonderful thing. She has given women everywhere their chance to speak without fear of repercussion, anonymously if … Continue reading

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Confuzzled

I’ll admit it. I am totally confuzzled. I have been searching for 27 years, and I found the missing brother. Its awesome beyond words. But it also brings up a lot of feelings that I haven’t had in years. About … Continue reading

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Miracles

They really do happen upon occasion. Or at the very least fate shine the sunny side upon you and lets you bask awhile. Last night I was doing some searching on line. Now mind you, I have a brother that … Continue reading

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Helpless….or help needed…or something like that.

I have been sitting here, wondering why I still let him victimize me. I still allow him to somewhat control crap, even after the divorce. The biggest reason he can do this is the kids. The eldest three belong to … Continue reading

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